January 2009
11 posts
i’m feeling kinda good about my life right now.
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you'll never read this. why am i even writing...
no, today is not the day. and it will never be the day until i don’t want it to be the day anymore.
is that confusing?
basically, i will not speak to you until i stop desiring to. that’s probably a paradox or something.
i have no idea as to when that will be. i haven’t spoken to you in four months, but i still have that twitch of the fingers on a keyboard, on my phone, on the...
i just remembered that one time on that one couch when that one guy was trying to come on to me by holding my hand, and then i pretended to fall asleep. omg. HAHA.
transactions.
ahh. another 8 hour day done.
i have that between-the-shoulder blade pain right now. but! i have a couple days off.. i just have to go to school instead. :[
i’m gonna finish buffy season 2 in the meantime.
retail.
i’m not very good at my job.. but i’ll keep trying. i guess.
twilight saga has fried my brain. i need to read some real books now.
“I whispered, ‘I am too young,’
And then, ‘I am old...”
– Yeats, “Brown Penny” aka “That Poem You Hate”
reading up.
i’ve been retrospecting again, this time from day one of my xanga blog. i noticed that the way i wrote changed. back in sophomore year, i was fond of bolding, italicizing, and underlining. it changed junior year. not only did the appearance of the text change, but the tone changed too. it became.. more serious, more sarcastic. i can probably attribute that to just plain old maturity, but i...