to do or not to do list:
1. i will not let a boy weaken me again.
2. i will not make a boy the center of my universe again.
3. i will do my best to not let my physiological reactions interfere with normal interactions with a boy.
4. i will not let someone walk away from me before i am done talking to him.
5. i will go with my instincts.
6. i will be cool.
7. i will be bold.
8. i will breathe.
9. i will turn on the charm.
10. i will not let this ruin me again.
11. i will not be caught off guard again.
12. i will not make this so important to me.
13. i will control this situation and step away.
14. i will think of other things.
15. i will continue to make steps towards self-actualization, and will not suffer any more setbacks!
