life and distance.
a lonely valentine’s day for me.
what sucks about a long-distance relationship: to not be able to do little things with you, like eat or drive or sit down or do nothing.
although, looking at it, it’s not the biggest distance. i still see my boyfriend on weekends, though the amount of time is not nearly satisfactory. i guess it’s just hard trying to recover from that 5-week winter break i had. to go from everyday to 2 days a week. siiiigh.
to make matters more difficult, i stumbled upon a part time job that allows me to work monday-thursday, still allowing me trips home on the weekend, yet disallowing me from leaving thursday nights like i usually have. :[ another half-day i can’t spend with you. i mean, i’m glad to be making money again, but we have so little time as it is. to add to that, you work weekends, the ONLY days i’m ever at home. totes lame, indeed.
and to make matters even MORE difficult..
i need to start my volunteering as well. so to date, i have 4 classes, 12 hours a week of work, and 6 hours of volunteering, plus homework. you’re worried you’re being pushed out of my life, but i want more than ever for you to be in it. i love you more than ever, without a doubt. i just hope you don’t feel yourself fading away.. i’ll do my best to make time for you. i couldn’t bear to lose you.
