05.20.08 - a favorite.
my relationship with the sky
you are elusive. no matter
how much i reach
for you, you move
farther away. we can never
be close.
you would never allow it.
you are difficult
to decipher.
some days, you’re beautiful
carefree
other days, you are
monochromatic.
apathetically slate blue.
your moods are sudden
(w)reckless
you ruin my day.
you’re tense, your sweltering heat
shakes the atmosphere.
you storm and rage
i never understand
why.
i never understand
you.
i beg you to make
up your mind, calm down.
you are resistant,
cold. you don’t
care.
we can never
be together.